A long way to happy...

Once again my title is part of someones lyrics but in this case it actually fits. All has not been well in Rosie's house. Rocket my chicken is sick and quite possibly dieing. Shes at the vets since last night because she has a solid mass of something stuck in her stomache which is blocking any other food or water going through. Not good. I'm worried :( i need a hug and i dont care who its from.

On the other hand the little baby guineapig has returned to the big cage with her mother, Smudge. My cousins are coming to visit us and John my bro is being a shit face about it. He wont help clean the house and he has basically told mum "tell me when they're coming so i dont have to be here". *slaps JOhn* stupid mother fucker. Abandoning me with my cousins for over a week. ANyways i think im just cranky cos ive been cleaning my room all day. On the bright side i put up some new posters. oh the joy :S

untill next time i guess
Shaddowdove

Holy Mother of God

Ok OK i have some seriously weird news. U know that a few months ago i got 2 new guineapigs? Well it turns out that one was PREGNANT. I kid u not. Went out to their cages today to clean them out and there was a little baby guineapig less than a day old running around in there, and one poor little one who didnt make it :( So now Smudge and the little baby (who is at least part Abbisinian which means that her her sticks up EVERYWHERE and is grey) named... well there were to names that we were going to call her one of them was Cloud, Rain, Snowball..something like that. Anyways i'd beeter go cos im tired and feel like crap, everything is spinning and i cant breathe through my nose.

Shaddowdove

P.S hugs for Andy
P.P.S hugs and kisses for Rhyan
P.P.P.S a slap for tara, ur NOT going to eat my guineapigs

Can u hear her calling?

Ok ive spent like maybe the total of a half hour doing this poem and thats inbetween talking to matty and rhyan on msn. So i hope its ok. I was trying to find an image to go with it but i couldnt find it in time. So ...yeah.
Untill next time,
Shaddowdove

Listen to each drop of rain falling
like the earth-bound angel calling
out for hope in her despair
She's lying all alone out there

“Help me, hold me warm and tight
Shelter me in this darkest night”
All alone she waits with her dirty curls,
Weeping tears of liquid pearls.

Thunder crackled overhead,
A muddy road to call her bed.
The coldness grips her as she curls up tight
She lies there giving up her fight.

Feathery wings of a silvery blue
bloody and broken, now a red tinged hue.
Calling, calling out into the sky
about broken wings that no longer fly.

Cast out from heaven for all of time
for a stupid senseless crime
Lying abandoned on the dusty floor,
Her God wont hear her anymore.

This weekend was AWESOME

Hey guys!!
This is just a little update to those who DONT know what happened cos u couldnt come for one reason or another. Jazzy, tara and i selpt at jazzys house on thurs night and met up with Andy at the Dock on sat morning. We bummed around for the whole day untill we met up with Rhy and Dennis. We drunk alot and got drunk that night at karioke at Tipplers. It was fun. The next day we did HEAPS went on the tube rides, kyaking, jet skiing, swimming in the pool and at the beach, lazing around in the spa and the sauna, just to name a few things. That night we went to the 'V' (??) bar and did more karioke and murdered so many songs. Jazzy and Andy hooked up with some guys *secret smile*. Tara got fucking wasted and collasped on her bed and only woke up when i put lip gloss on her face and was annoying her. The last day was the offical day of recovery. lol. Alot more happened, but id be here for too long writing it all. Im soo tired i almost fell asleep at work.

Oh yeah, and one more thing all of us lived off Chips and Gravy *does the offical dance for chips and gravy*. umm what else? not much really. i'll probably tell u more about what happened when im not in danger of falling asleep on the keyboard...

Shaddowdove

My Darlin' Who Knew?

yes once again the title is lyrics, this time from Pink called 'who knew'.

Im talking to Rhyan on the net and im HYPER ACTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had an AWESOME day, i did some blue and green bubble paintings which im going to give to Rhyan to put on his bedroom wall next to all of his Rock and metal posters. Could be worse i guess i could give him a pink and purple finger painting.

I cant wait for friday!! i so havent packed anything but i dont give a damn. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i have to and help mum help get dinner ready cos she cant see properly on account of her having a patch on her eye.

Heres some lyrics from Pink that i think are awesome and asks alot of questions that have to be answered....PINK LYRICS

Dear Mr. President
Come take a walk with me
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly
What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep
What do you feel when you look in the mirror
Are you proud

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why

Dear Mr. President
Were you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
How can you say
No child is left behind
We're not dumb and we're not blind
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pave the road to hell

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye

Let me tell you bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
Oh

How do you sleep at night
How do you walk with your head held high
Dear Mr. President
You'd never take a walk with me
Would you


Untill NExt TiME,

ShaDdoW DOvE

IM PREGNANT

Well now that i have your attention I'll tell u all about what happened this weekend. We all went to Rhyan's house and had some booze (yay) Tara got shitfaced and fell unconcious in the bathroom and woke up only to puke in the bucket (thankgod she didnt miss). And once again thanks again to my guardian angel, Rhyan who took care of me when i was....um....tipsy. But at least after a few hours of no alcohol i recovered and could talk in 1st person rather than 3rd. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to tara who is turning 18 on Wednesday.
ummm what else?
Oh yes on Saturday i bought a sexy Maids outfit and wore it around Australia Fair with tara who was in her sexy queen of hearts costume. it was funny as, im so wearing that as my hallowe'en costume.

Umm tomorrow is tuesday and its my main day for shopping and packing for straddie. have a list of things to buy including booze, drinkbottles, new boardies, shortshorts, new cossie...jeez what else? im sure there is some other stuff ive forgotten *sigh* AND i have to get some money out to pay mum rent AND for straddie food. Goddamn, there goes all my hard earned money. Thanks Jazzy for offering to take me to the Ferry. U rock!!

LALALALALALALALA

Andy is getting her hair cut, it'll look awesome. Hey JAzzy whats that shampoo u use that has Henna as the active ingredient? I wannta use it. My hair colour is already fading, bastards, next time i dye it i should actually get it done properly at the hair dressers. Then it should stay RED the way i love it. Im wondering what Straddie will be like... will it be as awesome as we all think? or are we just so excited about going only to be let down when we get there? Who knows, i guess only time will tell...